TILT CONTROL.

So guys I had a loosing session yesterday, and break even one today. So i was ready to quit. I then decided to play a $10 HU, won it, and another, I thought ok I will just play 1 $22 but accidently clicked $33 lost 2 games to one guy before realising, then I went on tilt, played him in the 3rd one and my queens got cracked by two under cards so now I'm fuming $100 n didnt even see it cuming, so me being me, just sed a quick $110 n thats me done, I get the biggest donk in the history of the world, POTTING N GOING ALL IN FOR SMALL POTS. so i wait n wait n finally I see the best two looking cards in the deck, AA, i raise 120 n he calls, flop is q32 rainbow n he clicks POT. I have 1000 so I dont wana scare him away, turn cums 8.. POT.. yes my dream come true, he turns over q2 offsuit, strange way to play the hand but then I checked his stats n he was MASSIVE dwn so I gathered the reasons. Before carrying on the tilt I fort man I worked so hard grinding the tables to do this whole tilt thing again, the first thing I thought was I'ma let myself and some of you guys down if I continue these bad bankroll skills, after all I still have $2100 on here why tilt? Thats much better than I had hoped for so soon, so I wrote this blog for few reasons.

1) Evidence that I'm not cut out yet for the swings of the $26 dolla game yet, although I have an average profit of $18 dollas a game in them and will deffinately play them again soon, but will rebuild what I lost today in the $10 games first before I do n keep doing so I will use $2000 as my cut of point for them so I will still mix a couple in my next session maybe.
2) Shows that we all go of the rails sometimes but the important thing is I managed to stop even though a little damage was done but not cotastrophy.
3) I wanted to say sorry to the guys who I have been leading a good example to about money management and show you guys it just doesn't pay hopefully I will teach you never to start cheating your bankroll because its something I used to do alot to regain big loosing sessions and its just better to walk away and play another day.
4) To calm myself down and to read to myself what I know is correct sometimes you can think things but just need to write them down to get them to make sense in your head, pokers confusing sometimes but through money management I will make it to the top I know I can so I need to keep telling myself to money manage better and to control tilt.

So guys, although a boring blog, I hope it has been useful, it has made me happy already and made me smile to myelf that I lost the minimum. I would like some feedback, maybe telling me off, maybe some constructive thoughts on things that help you when you have a loosing session, after all we may be good poker players but we are human beings at the end of the day.

Hold tite.

RYHUNDO.