poker stars is messing with my head

following the good variance at the end of last month i have been welcomed into february with the most horrific piss take variance i have encountered in a while. the beats have been unberable and relentless and i have dropped countless buy ins. to be one of the best 9 man players at these levels and to drop so many buy ins defies even bad variance.

i am down something in the region of $600 as i type and it keeps going down and shows no signs of relenting. it seems the only saving grace is that i am at least accumulating FPPs and stellar rewards that reduce the losses.

a contact of mine buys the 3750 poker stars tour jerseys for $60 from me which works out at $0.16 which is the best rate for FPPs and all i need to do is change the shipping address so at this moment in time i am playing for jerseys and stellar rewards when i was wanting to save these for a rainy day

hopefully i can be on the positive side of variance as i dont think i have ever had 3 losing days in a row in the 9 mans in my poker career. the clueless idiots cannot continue to be rewarded much longer. hopefully the variance turns around for saturdays supernova freeroll which has a gtd prizepool and a relatively small field for a $1m prize. the problem is a couple of girls i know from back home arrive in Sydney on saturday night and the time for the tourney is 5am here so i will be coming straight from a night out and into the net cafe without any sleep and likely wasted.

lets see how that one goes