In a Funk

I'm at my friend's house in Bournemouth, awake early[ish] blogging after doing a 4 tabling set on my laptop. No table ninja (PLEEEASE SOMEONE CREATE THIS FOR MAC), but checking out the Pokerstars (new colour coding update is cool) on mac, and using Poker Tracker on mac too, and its cool.

I came 5th, 4th, 4th, and 4th.

5th light called a guy (mistake coz he didn't have *that* many hands on my hud)
4th AJ vs Q5 bvb
4th A5 vs 77, A flops but 4 flushed
4th JJ vs AK

Honestly, this really sums up my last 2500 games. Just not been getting my fair share of hands holding up/sucking out.

Maybe the $16s are too reg filled, maybe I'm too loose end game when at the $6s I could happy shove knowing the regs didn't know how to call properly, maybe I'm calling too much (high variance), maybe I suck lol.

That's a lot of maybe's, I'm just hoping I can get back into winning ways man coz its really killing me. Its so bad when your playing and you just have such a negative feeling over everything, even when you get it in good you fear the worst and it happens...

But, in saying that I have every confidence that I will [eventually] bounce back. One of my strengths is that I can play a looooot of games to out play the bad spells. Another great thing is that I have the resources to keep studying and ask questions.

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