The Better Player, The Worse Results

Shit hit the fan since my last blog. Not just typical shit, but diarrhea (thank god for spellcheck). Not just diarrhea, but a stream of it, that lasts at least 5 minutes...

Guess my blogjinx didn't work. I'm hoping to do a sudo reverse blogjinx in which I will run good after this post. It should make sense, considering the fact that EVERY time I post up some kinda "Oh, I'm improving, seeing results" shit I crash and burn like the dotcom company stock crash of the 90s.

Today I played 4 12 table sets and lost them all. The last set included a nice bubble where I shoved KK and got called by A2. Insta-I-knowwhattheflopisgoingtobring! Yay...

This is super gay considering I have like 200 games of my prop bet, and I'm winning it only just by my profit of $110... in 800 games. I'm pretty sure I made more money playing the $3s. It seems that all the players of the prop bet are struggling at the $6s too, one guy actually made it to $350 in the first week, only to see a $200 drop in the next 2 days.

How is it possible to stay objectionable when you constantly lose? Ahead or behind, correct push or not, constantly losing is going to effect anyone and everyone. Poker is such a psychological mind fuck. You never get this kinda thing in any other sport. For example, if you are playing tennis, and you hit your backhand a certain way and the ball flies all over the place, then you know there is a problem... your backhand. Poker is the equivalent of hitting your backhand and the ball hitting the line 50% of the time. How on earth are you gonna know anything is wrong with your swing if your randomly fluking the line half the time??? You wont. Until someone tells you.

I only have 200 games left of this bet so I'm gonna drop my tables to 10 tomorrow and be extra bored and concentrate my ass off.

Since I kinda got a tennis theme I'm gonna leave you guys with my vent video!