End of May :

ok.. 2 more days of may to go and im yet to meet my goal for this month.. which is play atleast 450 games and hopefully make 1.5k in winnings.. so with 40ish games left for the month and neeeding another $200 to reach my goal i hope to achieve that... i just need to run alittle better...

then again i know ive run good against many people but these couple of days i feel the hate ive inflicted on others... although in saying that i dont regret alot of the moves ive made.. its clearly +EV in the long run.... regardless of this fact.. everyone runs good at some point so we really shouldnt complain about running hot or not... ( mental note to myself )

so regardless of running hot, this May, seems to be an interesting one... with 18 days of playing only 5 of them have being in the red... one memorable part of the month was going through 3 days of losing followed by 4 days of CRUSHING! ,

.... in reflecting upon those couple of days i feel my game has reallly changed alot! now i truely feel im maximising my chips! so. instead of getting a small chip lead in games i find myself with huge stacks, 5handed or on bubble, its quite sick actually, im not sure what some of the top regs would think of how im playing these games but imo ive really taken another step into becoming a better player... though I still have many leaks i definately feel its probably in the areas of HU cause i gotten to HU many times this month with a 8kish stack only to lose !! quite sad actually.. obviously i can blame how unlucky or bad beated i get but i probably give more beats than take them in HU... anyway... i hope to find a decent coach possiblely.. or get staked + coaching package.. still thinking about it....

I bring this up because im gearing up for June!!!!! and NO.. its not cause the WSOP is on !!XD but i play to make a leaderboard run! that means hopefully playing enough so that i will make the top 20 on SS's leaderboard...

this means, basically, i shall need to make more than the leaderboard guys. so ... im gonna be tough but if my calculation are right and i dont get punished on the tables.. i need to play atleast 750games and have atleast a 10% ROI.. if i can do that... i have a shot at getting a spot !! then i can finally have a Cool star beside my SS name

so considering that ive only played just over 700 games for may and april i really have to step it up!! so hopefully i can keeep up my success and grind harder!! if all goes well if i can make atleast 2k for JUNE i have decided to buy a 40" LED TV for my efforts... and also it will be time to offically upstake to the $33 SNGs !!

ok thats all ! i leave you with my graph for the past 2 month

SharkScope Graph: