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Something worse than donks

I always wanted to start blogging, but I never found the right subject, until now. Well, this seems to me a very good topic to start... here it comes.

Is there anything worse than donks that beat you when they start strongly underdog? Hell... YEAH: Telecom Italia Mobile, aka TIM !!! I am at the sea so I am using my mobile phone as a modem. It provides a slow connection, but it’s good enough for messaging, chatting and... playing poker. Well, three days ago I was playing 20€ sngs and was running bad, losing about 100€... but it was a normal downswing (even if it was going on for 2 days) and fortunately it seemed about to end (opponents were stopping winning hands such A4 against my AK) when, while I had opened TWELVE sngs of 20€, Telecom Italia Mobile suddenly decided to refuse connection (and other services) without notice for the whole night. Result: 240€ (12x20€) lost without playing a hand !!!
Total profit of that day: -350€. I do prefer donks cracking my pocket aces with 7-2 offsuite.

The regain

After the downswing caused by Telecom Italia Mobile's denial of connection I didn't tilt, kept playing at my best and, even if I switched back to 10€ sngs, in just 5 days I regained what I lose.
Now I aim to 2K.

The loss of the choosen strategy

Who is the worst enemy of a poker player?
Donks? No!
Tilt? No!
Loss and confusion? Yes!

Donks - When you play against a donk and he kicks you out of a sng with his stupid play (and with the usual lucky river), you should be happy because he will pay you much more in the long run and, most important, he will continue to play because he has no idea of how stupid he is. If he always lose, he wouldn't play anymore.

Tilt - When you go on tilt you play so bad and so angry that you know that there is something wrong... sometimes you stop playing, sometimes you continue to play even when you know you are wasting money... but you are usually able to recognize you are on tilt.

Loss and confusion - Well... Let's suppose I'm playing a specific poker style, let's say tight... I have a positive session... I stop, my time is over, I go to bed... the day after I play again, maybe happy for the previous winnings, maybe worried trying not to lose that winnings... anyway... many tables... no face cards... blinds increasing (but not too much)... suddenly I find myself raising in early position (at a full table) with AJ... why that?!?!?! Why do I feel it's correct to raise in that spot while I had chosen to play a tight style? Or, supposing I was playing loose, why don't I raise anymore with the same cards I used to raise with? If there was a reason to change that strategy it would be ok, but why to change it without a reason??????

This strategic confusion, this loss of the choosen strategy, this latent alteration of the (winning) playing style is what I suffer more... much more than tilt or donks. The biggest problem is that it's very difficult to recognize it while playing... it appears very clearly only after a losing session, when I coldly analize it.
I didn't suffer it at 3€, but I suffered it at 5€ and at 10€... and now again at 20€... and it appears on the graph as a big oscillation which stops the winning trend... and everytime I realize that I am always making the same error... I haven't found a countermeasure yet. Maybe I should paper all my room and my notebook with the phrase "You want to play tight? So play tight! You want to play loose? So play loose! Remember to play the way you chose to play".
So, for the remainder of this month, I have two goals:

  1. To find a countermeasure to the loss of the choosen strategy
  2. To reach 2000 euro

Never complain

Yeah, you should never complain.
Why?
Well, I was complaining about losing AK vs A4 or so, and you know what? I started loosing AA vs QQ, QQ vs 44 and so on... I complained more and more and... guess what happened... Now I am losing AA vs A3, KK vs KJ and so on. So, now, I am stopping complaining and I am starting to say "Hey, I am so happy to lose such hands... wow, how cool it is!!!"... maybe this way it won't worsen anymore!